Hmm...having my 2nd trial tomorrow.
The prayer of my heart: O Lord, please let justice be done.
The fact that a case is small does not mean that justice is not important.
Every case means a lot to God because He cares about justice. We are called to fight..big and small cases alike.
God cares for the poor and the oppressed.
There is only so much I can do in this imperfect world. God help me.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Awesome!
11am - 230pm : Selected photos at YH & XR's studio & discussed some stuff with LB regarding the flat
3pm : Reached T21 and joined JYF leaders for their gathering
330pm - 6pm : JYF program (FABULOUS I must say!!!!)
630pm - 9pm: Fun time with cg at Bukit Timah Market and Venezia =)
Finally home.. tired but experienced God again today.
I really enjoyed JYF today. The DVD message was good.. listening to the JYFers share deeply was good.. sharing with them my own thoughts was good.. I am glad God has preserved for Himself a group of junior youths with great potential to do great things for Him in S-Word.
To my dear jyfers: You guys never fail to be my source of encouragement every week.
I was reminded that GOD IS really BIG, HUGE, GREAT etc...and we are SUPER small, tiny etc. Just look at the universe...look at creation.. we are not that great afterall although we seem to think that the world revolves around us. Look out there...look further and we will realise that it's all about God.
I just want to rest in all that He is...In His presence, everything else fades away...everything pales in comparison.
Time with cg was good.. we meet every week without fail..and I never fail to enjoy the times we share.
Thank God for Wenguang...my soulmate, my best friend, my co-worker, my accountability partner, my best companion...although we are both so busy and tired, he will never fail to stand by me. Looking forward to a new phase in about 3 months time..=) With God, I am sure we will only grow deeper in love.
Time for some silence and solitude before going to bed....zzzzzzzzzzz
3pm : Reached T21 and joined JYF leaders for their gathering
330pm - 6pm : JYF program (FABULOUS I must say!!!!)
630pm - 9pm: Fun time with cg at Bukit Timah Market and Venezia =)
Finally home.. tired but experienced God again today.
I really enjoyed JYF today. The DVD message was good.. listening to the JYFers share deeply was good.. sharing with them my own thoughts was good.. I am glad God has preserved for Himself a group of junior youths with great potential to do great things for Him in S-Word.
To my dear jyfers: You guys never fail to be my source of encouragement every week.
I was reminded that GOD IS really BIG, HUGE, GREAT etc...and we are SUPER small, tiny etc. Just look at the universe...look at creation.. we are not that great afterall although we seem to think that the world revolves around us. Look out there...look further and we will realise that it's all about God.
I just want to rest in all that He is...In His presence, everything else fades away...everything pales in comparison.
Time with cg was good.. we meet every week without fail..and I never fail to enjoy the times we share.
Thank God for Wenguang...my soulmate, my best friend, my co-worker, my accountability partner, my best companion...although we are both so busy and tired, he will never fail to stand by me. Looking forward to a new phase in about 3 months time..=) With God, I am sure we will only grow deeper in love.
Time for some silence and solitude before going to bed....zzzzzzzzzzz
What does it mean to seek Him?
Just came back home from Esplanade...had a good time chilling out with Pauline. We went to Deb Fung's concert. She writes really meaningful songs...songs with depth. I think she's a really sweet girl..she shared genuinely with the audience. She's a good testimony of Christ.
It was a good time chilling out cos it's been a very hectic week. Many ups and downs at work.. heart attacks.. ah...hard to share the long story over the blog..but well.. some huge problem cropped up at work.. not resolved yet...the consequences can be really huge or can be small..depending on many uncertain factors.
But the BIG problem drove me quite crazy yesterday. I guess it is the uncertainty of not knowing what lies ahead..the fears that I will have to face the worst outcome. Well.. I tend to think negatively rather easily..that's why I worry....
BUTTT...because of this, God has been teaching me a new lesson. When I reach my end (and I really mean my end because there is NOTHING I can do about circumstances..nothing that can be controlled in the human realm), what do I do? Who do I turn to?
I had doubts...can i really trust God? Will He ensure that things turn out fine for me? Will He give me a miracle? Many such questions bugged me...essentially I struggled believing in Him. For a while I could not stop worrying..I was robbed of my peace in Him.
Wenguang reminded me, God is good, God loves me, God is in control. I found it hard to let the truths sink initially.. but I prayed and God strengthened me with courage to walk on. Wenguang also reminded me that we should not focus on the circumstances but on who He is. That set me thinking....Can I just TRUST HIM?
Read My Utmost for His Highest this morning...I was directly challenged by God..."Am I seeking Him for His blessings, miracles, help etc. or am I seeking Him?" There is a difference. Only then did I realise that God is helping me re-learn what it means to surrender and trust Him.
Oh well..circumstances have not changed...but I am really learning to TRUST HIM.
Thank God for giving me strength and courage to face each day, whatever happens, He is with me.
"You will keep in perfect peace, he whose mind is steadfast because he trusts in You."
Life's been hectic..work has been hectic...but I am looking forward to the rest over the short trip next week. I shall now enjoy every moment of rest.
We can experience God in all circumstances, if only we seek Him =)
Life's exciting because we are ever learning more about God and ourselves.
It was a good time chilling out cos it's been a very hectic week. Many ups and downs at work.. heart attacks.. ah...hard to share the long story over the blog..but well.. some huge problem cropped up at work.. not resolved yet...the consequences can be really huge or can be small..depending on many uncertain factors.
But the BIG problem drove me quite crazy yesterday. I guess it is the uncertainty of not knowing what lies ahead..the fears that I will have to face the worst outcome. Well.. I tend to think negatively rather easily..that's why I worry....
BUTTT...because of this, God has been teaching me a new lesson. When I reach my end (and I really mean my end because there is NOTHING I can do about circumstances..nothing that can be controlled in the human realm), what do I do? Who do I turn to?
I had doubts...can i really trust God? Will He ensure that things turn out fine for me? Will He give me a miracle? Many such questions bugged me...essentially I struggled believing in Him. For a while I could not stop worrying..I was robbed of my peace in Him.
Wenguang reminded me, God is good, God loves me, God is in control. I found it hard to let the truths sink initially.. but I prayed and God strengthened me with courage to walk on. Wenguang also reminded me that we should not focus on the circumstances but on who He is. That set me thinking....Can I just TRUST HIM?
Read My Utmost for His Highest this morning...I was directly challenged by God..."Am I seeking Him for His blessings, miracles, help etc. or am I seeking Him?" There is a difference. Only then did I realise that God is helping me re-learn what it means to surrender and trust Him.
Oh well..circumstances have not changed...but I am really learning to TRUST HIM.
Thank God for giving me strength and courage to face each day, whatever happens, He is with me.
"You will keep in perfect peace, he whose mind is steadfast because he trusts in You."
Life's been hectic..work has been hectic...but I am looking forward to the rest over the short trip next week. I shall now enjoy every moment of rest.
We can experience God in all circumstances, if only we seek Him =)
Life's exciting because we are ever learning more about God and ourselves.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
WEDDING PREP - Tasks? or something more...
Wow...wedding prep can be so taxing...the gowns, the decor, the pictures, the buffet, etc. Just finished photoshoot on wed but it was fun coz we got to spend a full day with old time friends..Yihao and Xiuru. The weather was really good, all praises be to God! To all who prayed for us...THANKS!
I could not get used to my look that day cos I dun usually put on make-up. Thought I looked really weird haha...although they were all trying to convince me that it will look ok on pictures. Oh well...the most impt thing is that the final product will be good cos ONE EYE CLICK is doing it for us!
Was just talking to Wenguang yesterday at the 1st marriage prep class...We both hope to spend more time COMMUNICATING (first lesson and the most important one)...there is really no point getting busy with the tasks and forgetting to put in time to prepare the relationship for a new phase.
Our biggest enemy now is BUSYNESS! no time. Time's the most important element in communication, no time no communication, that simple. Hope we start finding time to do that...well..we had a good time having prata at 1130pm at Jalan Kayu! More to come I hope.
I am physically tired...and I miss God.. got to go up the Mountain again.. =)
I could not get used to my look that day cos I dun usually put on make-up. Thought I looked really weird haha...although they were all trying to convince me that it will look ok on pictures. Oh well...the most impt thing is that the final product will be good cos ONE EYE CLICK is doing it for us!
Was just talking to Wenguang yesterday at the 1st marriage prep class...We both hope to spend more time COMMUNICATING (first lesson and the most important one)...there is really no point getting busy with the tasks and forgetting to put in time to prepare the relationship for a new phase.
Our biggest enemy now is BUSYNESS! no time. Time's the most important element in communication, no time no communication, that simple. Hope we start finding time to do that...well..we had a good time having prata at 1130pm at Jalan Kayu! More to come I hope.
I am physically tired...and I miss God.. got to go up the Mountain again.. =)
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