We got married on 4 August 2007.. yesterday marked our half a year in marriage.
Interestingly, God spoke and clarified some things last night.
Been rather emotional and anxious lately because of the many things which I have been thinking about...my role at home as a wife and in future a mother; where work in the marketplace fits in; child care arrangements in future; financial needs; time management etc...Basically, many many WORRIES and UNCERTAINTIES.
Well, being a female, I tend to be overwhelmed by worries and uncertainties easily. Stressed out easily...haha =) And God will always bring me back to His Word and remind me of the importance of trusting Him.
I am now convinced that I am in another phase of growth and I am moving into unfamiliar grounds. Super unfamiliar grounds.. haha =p To trust God in unfamiliarity...to hold on to His unchanging promises of providence... to learn what 'partnership' and 'unity' means in marriage...Proverbs 31... haha.. hmm...
God never fails to amaze me even in the midst of all these...and I tell myself, "Diana, you have a long way to go!" haha.. and I am so glad that there are older sisters who have already gone ahead of me...cos I can turn to them when I am lost. =)
Oh well.. take it easy, embrace changes, enjoy the process of growth! That's me, for now!
WG's been supportive.. and that's a blessing.
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