Thursday, November 20, 2008

Past midnight

It's 12:20pm at night and I have just finished typing an email with rather difficult content.

I was trying so hard to get to sleep.. but somehow, I just could not stop thinking about an issue..it kept bugging me.

I decided to stop wrestling with the Lord and to switch on the computer and start typing out everything which I feel compelled to say.

It's going to take super a lot of courage to send that email.

"O Lord, what am I to do?"

Honestly, sometimes I attest to the statement, "Ignorance is bliss". This is always how I feel during such times, but well well.. I know that eventually, I will just have to accept the way things are and let Him lead me to do what He wants me to do.

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