Just had a trial this morning which completed by lunch time.
Everything went well at the trial...really well...But the final decision was not as expected...
It's super super super super mind boggling... Not the outcome was bad... but just not what we expected...we expected a slightly bigger victory really.
Argh... now i have so many "whys" in my head...And I am going to direct those questions to God...hopefully I will see the light soon.
Don't like this kind of feeling :(
But well, I do thank God for the good sleep I had before the trial. That He answered my prayers for help in the preparation for it and allayed my fears and anxieties...and I knew that He was at work at the trial this morning...
Now it's just..."why that outcome then?" I can't help but wonder whether it was my fault that the outcome was not as good as expected...Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope this will not bother me throughout the whole of CNY!
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