Don't quit

Been asking,

"When will it all end?"

"Why are the circumstances so tough-going?"

"Why are the lessons so tough?"

"Why is there so much pain in the process?"

Why, why, why..... and there are NO answers right now.

"Can I quit?" ---- CANNOT.

Nick's testimony which was shown to us by Ps Dan on sunday ministered to me...he is severely handicapped, but he has pulled through the toughest times and is now boldly proclaiming God's goodness everywhere he goes, bringing many to Christ. I thought that's really amazing.. although he says that we should not compare suffering, his suffering seems so much more painful than whatever I may be going through now.

I want everything to be ok... but God just keeps telling me that His plans and ways are higher than mine...His plans are not to harm me but to prosper me, to give me a hope and a future. All things work for the good of those who love Him... Sometimes, it's really difficult to apply these verses. When all you see is darkness and there is seemingly no end to it at the moment.

A phrase just came to mind, "Just enough light for the step I am on"

When God gave the Israelites manna in the desert, He instructed them only to take a day's supply and nothing more. Guess that's how it is... a day at a time...

He is still good, still faithful, still loving, still kind...and His grace is more than sufficient in our weaknesses.