Starting from zero

My my, parenting isn't easy... I feel like I am starting life all over again.

Never felt so lost and helpless in my life...and I know God has many new lessons for me.

I am going to rediscover myself as I learn what it means to be a parent to Candra.

Hubby reminded me yesterday that we must remember:

1. That God's grace will be sufficient for us as we learn to parent Candra
2. To allow ourselves to make mistakes and not kill ourselves over them because God can redeem anything
3. That it's not about what we do for Candra but about who we are.
4. To trust that we are doing our best in God's eyes and He will take care of the rest.

Honestly, I have been feeling really vulnerable...I have nothing and no one else to hold on to but God Himself.

I shall learn to be weak but yet strong in the Lord.

Father, help me.