Thank God for such times when I can sit down and do some blogging.
Now that things are more stabilised, Candra's routine etc, I find myself stabilising too. Emotions fluctuate a little lesser and I think I am slowly easing into the new role of being a mummy. Keep telling myself to give myself and Candra some time...thankfully what was initially unfamiliar has now become slightly more familiar to me. Lots more to come I guess.
I was telling WG, I have never felt so lost in my life before. Never in my whole life have I been led into such unfamiliar ground before. So it can be rather scary at times. But I am really learning to trust God that He is leading the way and teaching both WG and myself a little at a time.
Parenthood has caused me to be more vulnerable before God. Cos it's the nurturing of a life that we are talking about here. But I am constantly reminded that Candra's in the hands of our loving Father. He will chart her growth and lead her where she is to go. That's comforting. :)
Do continue to keep our family in prayers...that both WG and I will remain strong in the Lord!
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